CW: !This section involves!
•Possible pedophelia
•Extreme sexual conversations
•Possible NSFW.
•EXTREMELY SUGGESTIVE IMAGERY.

I met suchy a week or two after I turned 18, I was to shy to say hello because I was a fan and was nervous because I idolized him, I did eventually began speaking with him though and we got along well, we’d hang out and talk and I tried to be nice to his friend group, But I quickly began to feel unwanted by other members, I’d sort of keep to myself, not because I felt judged but because I can’t hold or keep a conversation going, I’m not a social person. I brought one of my now exes around him and used a tone that he seemed really really fond of he called it my “seductive tone”
And originally I played it off as “I didn’t mean for it to sound seductive” I have a naturally deep voice, and it was late at the time of me using it so I was tired which gave it more of a rasp.

From then we’d grow closer and closer and hang out almost on a daily for a month straight, he was made aware of my age at the start of our friendship, I told him I had very recently turned 18 when I first met him in VRchat, Our hang-outs were daily and we’d cuddle and talk about life, our issues, people who bothered us, our plans, etc. slowly though hed began to talk about relationships and open up about his real life issues, and I listened and tried to give him advice. I began to develop feelings for him. And he knew that, so he sat me down and told me to take things slow and I listened, it did hurt my feelings of course so I tried to distance myself to let go of them but he’d text me every single morning and our hang-outs never really stopped, the more we’d have our “cuddle sessions” the more brave we both sort of behaved, he’d touch my hips or kiss at my neck or forehead and occasionally bite me, of course I’d do the same thing, kissing and biting. I’ll admit, I acted immature with him, very immature. That’s no excuse for any of my behavior. Shortly after he told me to tone it down he immediately told me in vr to not stop, he liked the attention, I felt special, I felt like someone as cool as him could like someone like me, while no I no longer feel that way I was in a very bad bad headspace at the time due to an ex.

Me and his relationship grew sexual extremely fast, to the point we’d send eachother nsfw audios and I sent him a “photo” I’ve sensed went through and deleted them but there’s proof of their existence below.

“Those audio clips” being mine.
•below is screenshots of proof on our “cuddle sessions.”
And us kissing and stuff along those lines.

I’m going to let that sum it up. For sexual stuff below is our last messages where I asked if we were okay and shortly after I found myself blocked after he reassured me everything was fine between us, I wouldn’t of minded it if he told me he wanted to stop hanging out but no instead it was a random block, and now I’m horrified of forming bonds with people because of the reason I’m scared they’d randomly leave like he did. I’m not attempting to make you feel pity for me by telling you this it’s simply why I don’t want to be near him, with this document I hope you can understand why and finally stop asking.